...Here she goes... Mom...complaining again.
Last night and for a week now each night I have climbed onto her chest after lights out, to crush it and show my love, and I fell asleep. That is hard on her she whined. Just under fifteen pounds over her heart. she says. It's a wonder it can beat, she says.
I quit doing that for a while now, but I have seen fit to start again. It makes it extremely difficult for her to go to sleep she moaned. Last night after standing it as long as she could, she shoved me slowly off. I gained my legs and headed for her head as I always used to do. She stood that too for a little while... desperately wanting to go to sleep. My body weight is on her left shoulder joint when I do that, which hurts badly anyway, and my weight makes it worse. Brovver showed her a baffle that would deter me and I know she will have to do that again. So once again, showing her my love will have to take another form.
She said it's one of those deals where you want to be left alone to rest and sleep, but how terrible it is when I , or the Ones Who Came Before, left for the Bridge. And there was no one to warm her, purr to her, wash her hair and arms, hands and face. That is an unending sadness. She remembers that while struggling to keep her shoulder safe from pressure until it heals. (Long story. One of you knows what happened) and her heart beating. :-)
So, we go on trying to effect a compromise. Oh! DIL helped her turn around her new mattress... 3/4th od a year old...yesterday (HEAVY to the max) and she got a better look at our 40 year old boxspring. She is going for a new one this morning and ordered us a new bed skirt too. That box spring...oh how awful.
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Getting kibble out of my cardboard egg carton last night |